The fact is I'm hiding from life as it is. This is a place of my recognition or something. I get a feeling I'm achieving something.
Yesterday I realized all the things I want that I don't have in my real life. I just watch the days go by in deed, doing nothing, moving nowhere. My pep talk here doesn't work in practice.
I'll write something worthy of reading, not just fill the blank page. My life is a blank page now.…